And then she went aion gold quietly out of the room and shut the door gently behind her. But directly the door was shut she became another woman. Her mouth was distorted, her eyes shone, she rushed upstairs to her bedroom,locked herself in, threw aion powerleveling herself down on the bed and pressed her face furiously against the coverlet.
The fact that she had spoken at last to her husband of the insult she had been silently enduring, the insult he had made so far more bitter than it need have been by his conduct, had broken down something within her, some wall of pride behind which had long been gathering a flood of feeling. She cried now frantically, with a sort of despairing rage,
cried and crushed herself against the bed, beating the pillows with her hands, grinding her teeth.
What was the use of it all? What was the use of being beautiful, of being young, rich? What was the use of having married a man she had loved? What was the use? What was the use?”What’s the use?” she sobbed the words out again and runescape again.
For the man was a fool, Fritz was a fool. She thought of him at that moment as half-witted. For he saw nothing, nothing. He was a blind man led by his animal passions, and when at last he was forced to see, when she came and, as it were, lifted his eyelids with her fingers, and said to him, “Look! Look at what has been done to me!” he could only be angry for himself, because the insult had attained him, because she happened to be his wife. It seemed to her, while she was crying there, that stupidity combined with egoism must have the power to kill even that vital, enduring thing, a woman’s love. She had begun to idealise Fritz,but how could she go on idealising him? And she began for the first time really to understand–or to begin to understand–that there actually was something within her which was hungry, unsatisfied, something which was not animal but mental, or was it spiritual?–something not sensual, not
cerebral, which cried aloud for sustenance. And this something did not,could never, cry to Fritz. It knew he could not give it what it wanted.Then to whom did it cry? She did not know wow gold.